i freaking dislike being home.
reminds me of what i'm not, and what i will never be.
my parents need to give me some space and know that i cannot handle their presence at certain times.
why. can. they. not. understand. that?
I WANT TO BE IN SAN DIEGO--JUST AFTER ONE FULL DAY.
holy smokes. what has happened to my relationship with the parentals. and the brojam. GAH. JESUS, i need some healing, quick! I need to know that I'm not a terrible person for struggling with this kinda stuff. AND I want you to dwell in this family. in this household. i am miserable here, and i am in desperate need for a change of heart. (which only you can give..)
You are NOT a horrible person. It's tough sometimes, though, to remember that these are people that God has called us to love too and see beyond the immediate frustrations of the present.
ReplyDeleteKEEP PRESSING ON! DON"T GIVE UP! By taking initiative and recognizing the need for this change is a major first step! Like Dori/Dory said in Finding Nemo, JUST KEEP SWIMMING!
:) you are cool, skim, too cool for school!
hey girl. i miss you a lot
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